What’s happening to our world? Now days I am compelled to report news about brutal, massacres, suicide blasts etc. because nothing else is there to report. Totally depressed with the continuing pathetic condition of the world.
Haven’t you thought to have something else to read that soothens your heart? Something that calls back your nostalgic feelings?
Get relaxed; be back to the reminiscences of your good old memories. Be in the same feeling, when you gave your first love letter to you heartthrob. Oh, I forgot in this e-world many of you might have not seen a hand written letter; the letter to please the lover, the letter to express his/her her love, the pain they are having in their heart for their lover. Even Wordsworth or Keats will be astonished to see such beautiful lines in the love-letters.
Not going much in beautifying a love letter, let me come to the point. To be away from the sadistic reports for a while, I decided to publish articles from my own life, my experiences with love, the first love letter I gave… Let me share with you the most thrilling moments in my life….
I was in 10th grade, the sweetest period of life, when the inactive hormones starts into action in full fledge. The phase of life when I realized that the “girl” sitting near to is really a girl.
When or where it started, I don’t know but abruptly I too was slipped to the most divine feeling, the most sensational feeling “Love”. The love started to bud in me. Slowly started stitching its web in me.
The girl was none other than my class mate. She was my friend, but until then I have not felt anything unusual with her conduct. But after I realized that I was in love with her, some sorts of changes happened to me. Shyness arose in me when I see her, when I talk to her. But she spoke to me as usual. I felt that some bloody rascals would over take me and propose her. My heart started its rock-n-roll concert. I felt that it will break if I didn’t tell her that this super hero loves her too much. But the matter is that how to tell, what she would think of me????
To be frank I was not bold or courageous to go in front of the girl whom I love and say that I love her very much. But one thing I know – am in Love with her.
I kept watching her without making even the slightest suspicion. The sweet dreams I had her with me. She changed the rhythm of my life. I started spending more time on mirror than on books.
Those times we don’t have e-mail facility or chat rooms to tell one that you disturb my sleeps. Should go directly and say. The other safest way is through the Love letter. Even Osama Bin Laden would have trumbled in front of his lover while he gave his first love letter.
So I started writing a love letter. Since I was immature in this incredible deed, i referred the lines of Shakespeare, consulted with experienced hands. Because each word and line should speak about my love for her.
The master piece was ready, decided to give on a fine evening after the classes.
The D-day has came. Oh God, what a tension! I have not experienced such tension even during my exam days. Though my friends inspired me, I thought the day will be my own d-day. Class got over; I waited for my dream girl near a shady tree, my friends stood a little far from the tree. I saw her coming from far. I could count my heart beats clearly. She came near to me, I called her. She came to me and asked why I have called her. With my shivering hands I gave her the letter and told that what I coveted to say, is there in the letter, it’s my heart. Read it and reply. Saying these lines I dashed from the spot, without even looking back. My friends told me that with a smile she placed the letter in between her books and went to home.
That day I couldn’t sleep. What she will think about me? Will she show a green signal? Will she tell it to her parents? I almost cursed the moments in which this divine feelings developed in me and tried hard to catch a sleep.